2 down one to go!!

So last night was Pete and Jenn's wedding! It hit be all day long about how we are next! Even though it is just over 8 months away it is crazy!! I am so excited but then I sometimes think - I am not ready for this!! There is still so much stuff we need to do. Some days I feel like we are on track and have everything covered. Other days I feel so behind!!

In so many ways, I want to be married now. But in so many I don't want to be. I want to take my time and enjoy these months of preparation.

That is where I stand - confused about what I feel. I know ultimately what I feel overall - excited, happy and so happy to be marrying Tom - but a lot of mixed emotions about wanting time to go fast but wanting time to go slow