One a week!

So just to keep things flowing I have been trying to keep up on here at least once a week. It's worked for the most part. But as I went to prepare to write this and looked back at older posts, I noticed that 4 weeks have past since I had my big eleven month post! That means we are almost at 10 months!!! Crazy! Honestly some days I feel like I have nothing to worry about with so much already preplanned and worked out that I could just take off the next 6 months and jump right back in. Other days I freak out and think, "In two months there is one wedding and then 4 months after that is another one and then 4 months after that is us.' And somehow thinking about it like that generally stresses me out....right now not so much...at least when I wrote it out.

Publish Post

This week Tom is working at a leadership camp so I have been driving 40 minutes to see him each night. It is so true that absence makes the heart grow fonder. True I have been seeing Tom every day but its not the same!! For the 2 or so hours I see him, he is surrounded by 50 teens, running around doing what he loves while I'm thinking in my head, "can't we just be friends for like 5 minutes!!??" True he always walks me to my car and we have time alone then but it literally is only 5 minutes and then he has to run. I think it sucks especially cause I leave for a conference out of town this weekend on Friday when he gets back so we won't be able to see each other Friday and Saturday! Man this makes me want to vomit how mushy this all sounds! But I can't help it! I just love him ok?!?! Makes me so grateful that we really only ever did long distance 8 months! Man!!!! That sucked!!

So that is my post for this week because I will be leaving for the weekend and busy tomorrow at Tom's one year check-up (I get to spend the afternoon with him!)

But next week - 10 months>!>! oh dear!